A bag of baby clothes

I sent a bag of baby clothes to my sister who is due in a few weeks. I am delighted to give her them, but also sad, it means that my decision not to have more kids is final... Couldn't face pregnancy again, couldn't go through another 9 months of worrying, and if God forbid something was wrong, how could I dedicate enough time to Fi and another baby. So no, no more babies in our home, so we savor the sweet baby scent of Fiona for as much as we can...